Better World Builder, Humanitarian, Technology Prodigy, Veteran Engineer,
Startup Woman (BROKE :) can't SUCK up to money and evil to make money),
Lifelong Entrepreneur, Proud Geek, Service Member, Author, Artist, Biker,
or as others say, Coding Machine, Walking Dictionary, Genius, Saint, and more!!
Yet, my dreams are a million miles away. Why?
GOOD WOMAN, uncompromised?!?
I grew up wanting to be a "REAL Super Woman."
Break the norms of bigtech, Wall Street, run the world's biggest company, go to space, build tunnels, and break barriers.
Why not?
This is all I ever lived and worked for, yet can't?
WHY?!?
Is the world built for it?
HELL NO.
Not even after 20+ years of NO LIFE, nothing, and nobody but work.
Got to lose it all to maintain my integrity, sanity, and pride.
Quit Wall Street, Silicon Valley, and the Corporate World after 15+ years to build a better world.
Building a better world that doesn't exist for me and almost everyone who grew up in a world far from privilege and money.
Transforming my pain into purpose for a greater cause.
Don't be fooled by my smile or cute face. You get what you deserve. No compromises.
Born this way!! Change me? Break me to fit in the poker world? WHY?
I can't even take an exam unless I get an A+, you expect me to change so I can fit in this stupid world?
It's easy for you all to say, "Be Flexible. Don't have to be perfect".
As if, I have a choice. Born this way, Born different, Born perfect!!
We die silently when we lose a bit of us to fit in the world.
I tried, can't, love being me.
Growing up, my go-to prayer was "Lord, I'm your child. Make me the best, be a good person, not for others to think I'm good, but for real".
Fast forward to adult life, you want me to change, break, and breakdown because I can't survive being good and perfect in an imperfect wicked world?
Banned and canceled if I can't be your puppet?
All these endless big speeches on fighting for a seat at the table, I don't have to fight for a seat.
They will run far away from me because they are so F*d up.
Most of them can't even look me in the eye and have a decent conversation for 5-15 minutes.
Men who stole my code and projects are millionaires while I have to think about how to pay my bills constantly forever, never stops.
That's how SIC the SIC WORLD is, and I'm forced to callout, try to fix it wherever LORD puts me, in my fine little ways.
See Something Bad? Do Something Good!
"The Story of Bella" is a real-life story where Bella went from working on Wall Street to Real Street supporting the real world and better world missions.
If you are thinking, I'm rich and famous... NOPE... I'm not. Why?!?
I can't SUCK my way up like SUCKERS do, calling it a success and corrupting the world with FAKE speeches and actions.
I LOVE and LIVE "BEING ME".
REAL SUCCESS is FREEDOM.
FREEDOM to be who we are as a HUMAN and do what we love without regrets.
LIVE BOLD. LIVE PROUD. LIVE FREE!!
Women don't have rights to our body, can't be a president, can't build smart startups...
What can we do? Be a nobody for life living under the shadows of men?
If women as me can't do what men in business can,
Try building a better world where dreams are not shattered --
What if we can't settle for "dust"?
Fight like a mad scientist for life?
What if we live by "What'd Science or God do?
What if we can't sneak our way up, marry a rich man?
Are we doomed?
I can't RIP if I don't do what I'm built to do.
Integrity matters!!
How many can live and die for principles?
~ Count me in ~
I got nothing, not even a cat, minimalist with a motorcycle
(often broken, fix and fix. Why? That's what they do to a single woman in men's world),
sleepless soul with a clean life and big bold dreams that never dies.
Hate to be limited by the norms of the world.
!! Life and Pain of 90% !!
I wasn't born dirt poor, fortunate than most.
My parents sent me to the best British Indian school hoping I'd break the barriers.
Yet, my dreams are like stars, million miles away.
I have been chasing them for decades hustling.
I did everything more than right.
Still, nowhere even after 4+ decades on this planet.
I feel the pain of others because I know how it feels trying and trying for something above and beyond us.
Yet can't give up!!
If you are a good person who can help me build a better world, contact me.
Bella is a global citizen, born Indian, raised British (School), and an American by choice. Bella lived and worked everywhere before settling in California.
Bella is from a family of business, engineers, doctors, and leaders who ran the cities and villages, law makers.
The family lost their wealth to Britishers over generation like so many Indians, but the grit and pride of leaders still runs deep and strong.
Live and die for what matters the most to humanity.
Bella wrote her first code at the age of 10 and grew up wanting to be like the BigTech men. Bella helped her family's microfinance business as a teenager.
After graduation as an engineer, Bella chose to work on Wall Street because the world is not built for a 20+ year old woman entrepreneur.
"Is it built for ME now?
If not? WHY? If not me, WHO?".
"Born to build, not sweat for others for life. If we are not privileged, hustle through humble beginnings forever? Die trying?"
Bella worked as a software engineer and management consultant for almost top 20 firms of Wall Street, Silicon Valley, and the Government (Microsoft, HP, Barclays, Citi, Bank of New York, New York Mercantile Exchange, Bloomberg, KPMG, Mckinsey & Company, Pfizer, Chevron, Verizon, State of NY, IL, PA, IA, WA, CT and more).
"I worked for all these firms hoping I'd fit in somewhere, never did and I chose to be a consultant, almost all of them made me miserable, took my life away."
Bella chose to work on complex projects because it gave her the freedom to do what she loves to do. Her motto is "Live free, work free, ride free, die free."
Bella was known as coding machine, walking dictionary, super woman, and more.
Bella inspired the next generation of family and friends, almost everyone after Bella is an engineer or a doctor, 50+ engineers and a few doctors near and dear.
It's a curse to be the best, often used and disappointed, forced to abandon them too for peace and meanigful life.
Bella went to Harvard, MIT, and Caltech to start a fintech but after a few disturbing incidents at MIT and Caltech, Bella chose to work on better world projects.
Bella founded multiple better world startups thinking the world needs more than fintech, good companies to build, support, and empower people.
Bella has been a misfit all her life, from nerdy geek to "Cool" Forrest Gump on the ride (me and my motorcycle).
Bella started Good America during 2016 election to bridge the gaps of divided America. LORD HELP US!!!
Frustrated by the universal education system for all, regardless of talent, Bella started the Prodigy Network, says,
"I know the pain of "gifted minds" who are mostly misfits with no friends, no life, nothing but a beautiful mind that never stops.
Save them before they are lost forever." The saddest thing in life is wasted talent and the never-ending fight for recognition.
Find the "real ones" and build them up for better. Don't let another mad scientist die as an underdog.
Bella hosts "STEM with Bella" and "Paint with Bella" for kids when possible at schools, libraries, churches, temples, shelters, parks, festivals, and more.
Bella is a strong advocate of anti-bullying. Bella was bullied badly as a teenager which lasted well into undergrad.
Riding motorcycles gave her a new identity, from awkward nerdy geek to cool, smart, and strong woman who can not only stand for herself but others.
If you can't understand SEXISM, speak to me. My life is a posterchild for how SEXISM burns the good women who can't be fooled and compromised.
I ran and ran away from TOXIC for decades till it made no sense to stick around or run anymore.
Bella's life goal was to disrupt the BigTech — of Big Man's world. Will it ever happen? Can we make history too?
Why can't women build and run one of the top companies? None in history.
Why do we have to be smart, strong, and perfect if we can't do what top men in business do?
Why do we have to be broke and broken chasing our rightful dreams?
Personal? Haa!! "Nothing about me is personal — strictly business and better world."
I live as a nobody so I can see people for who they are with no BS.
I am a minimalist, own nothing, all in business and back to the world, no life, just me and my work. 4+ decades on this earth, no friends, no family, not even a cat or dog.
I work all the time that pays almost nothing (not born with money, can't suck up to money), sleepless soul with a sleepless mind that never stops, chasing my dreams for life. Blessing and a Curse!!
Great minds don't sleep, fueled by the fire of big, bold dreams.
In a world designed for fools, geniuses often perish in the chaos and madness. I want to be SANE in an INSANE world.
~ Better World Bella ~
Living life as a single, strong independent woman - "I am tired of being 'hit on', never stops, 20s to 70s (especially when I don't look my age :)."
I can't choose when there are too many, yet not "the one".
I can't even take an exam unless I get an A+, used to wonder "what's wrong with me" as a kid, till I knew myself better.
And, you expect me to kiss frogs and F* pigs? Not a FOOL to follow the norms.
I choose myself proudly every day, can't let anybody mess it up. Line up for a decade, let's see how it goes. :)
Love isn't forever. It's an illusion, a facade for selfish means and ends. Break the myth!
~ Better World Bella ~
I worked mostly with men in business, tech and finance and all those impossible men have made me who I'm and it terrifies most of them.
Every fight and every struggle got me stronger, defines who I'm today.
Most of the men I knew are used to getting what they want unless they cross my way and stumble with no choice.
Most of them made my life a HELL. I was forced to quit, run and run forever in search of peace, often starting over, living with NOTHING and NOBODY.
I'm UNAPOLOGETICALLY ME because I don't mind losing it all to be who I'm and I got nothing to lose which scares them the most.
Here's a story, I was 10, used to direct better world school plays I was passionate about. My favorite play was about a brave king who fought the British Empire. I couldn't find any strong boys to play the brave king part.
So I played the brave king, not princess, not even Queen, but the brave King. Fast forward, 35+ years later, I still couldn't find any strong men for me, well, strong and flawless as I'm.
I watched "The Woman King" and I find myself in them.
Don't be fooled by my smile or cute face. You'd run far away from me if you are not on the right side. I'm way too smart and experienced to be trapped.
Don't even think about wasting my time and yours. I have lived long enough to know what works, almost nothing works.
Life's not a fairytale. Why waste time and patience? I have ZERO patience for BS. #CelibateForever
I often think, can I walk around with a message, "I don't F*. STOP!!"
None of my dates lasted more than 5-15 minutes of conversation. I stopped looking after my mid-30s.
I'm not even built for normal life the normal world follows. I don't do it just because the world does it :)
My "perfect partner" is my motorcycle (broken now), always a charm, no disappointments.
Love riding the winding roads to nowhere, somewhere deep in the woods, far and high above sea level free from crowd and chaos.
I don't even have time for my bike these days nor the fake comfort life I used to have working for others.
I have to constantly think about how to get my work working to pay the bills without being sucked into the system that I escaped, there's no going back.
I kept running and running away for almost 20 years, searching for better people, a better place and better world, only to be disappointed.
Thank GOD I wasn't STUCK in the ROTTEN PIT forever.
Hoping to build a better world so I and other good ones can live in PEACE.
Bella is an advocate of better world issues, education, clean tech, clean life, women's issues, mental health, equality, climate change, anti-bullying,
anti-genocide (YEP, We live in a LIVE genocide world, even after centuries. If you don't belive it, trust me. It's happening LIVE.) and more that breaks the world.
Bella got back at her bullies after a decade who were shocked by her changes. Bella inspires others to stand up for self, always!
Fabulous lone soul in a world of my own. I choose peace over chaos. Nothing is worth more than our peace of mind. I live by what I preach with no compromises.
Vision | Better World for all of us!!
See something bad? Do something good!!
Let's build a better world where we matter!!
~ Better World Bella ~