I'm a SOLDIER.
BORN to SERVE BETTER WORLD MISSIONS.
Always ready, Always here for higher callings!!
Better World Builder, Humanitarian, Prodigy, Veteran Engineer,
Startup Woman (BROKE :) can't suck up to money and evil, can't do what Elon Musk does, no matter how great we are.
Lifelong Entrepreneur, Proud Geek, Service Member, Fighter, Author, Artist, Biker,
or as others say, Coding Machine, Walking Dictionary, Genius, Saint, and more!!
Yet, my dreams are a million miles away. Why?
GOOD WOMAN?
Can't be Compromised?
Not a little woman taking blind orders serving patriarchy and supremacists?
I grew up wanting to be a "Super Woman"
Break the norms of big biz, bigtech, Wall Street, build the biggest companies, go to space, build tunnels, break barriers, and more.
Why not?
This is all I ever lived and worked for, yet can't?
WHY?
The world is not built for it.
Not even after 20+ years of NO LIFE, nothing, and nobody but work.
Lose it all to maintain my sanity, integrity, and pride.
Quit Wall Street, Silicon Valley, and Corporate World after 15+ years to build a better world.
Building a better world that doesn't exist for me and others fighting for good.
Transforming my pain into purpose for a greater cause.
Don't be fooled by my smiles. You get what you deserve. No compromises.
Born this way!! Change me? Break me to fit in the poker world? WHY?
I can't even take an exam unless I get A+, you expect me to change for this stupid world?
It's easy for you to say, "Be Flexible. Don't have to be perfect".
As if, I have a choice. Born this way, Born different, Born perfect!!
We die silently when we lose a bit of us just to fit in.
I tried, can't, love being me and more of being me with every fight that crosses my way.
Growing up, my go-to prayer was "Lord, I'm your child. Make me the best, be a good person, not for others to think I'm good, but for real".
Fast forward to adult life, you want me to change, break, and breakdown because I can't survive being good and perfect in this wicked world?
Banned and canceled if I can't suck up, serve as your puppet?
All these endless speeches on fighting for a seat at the table, I don't have to fight for a seat.
They will run far away from me because they are so F*d up.
Most of them can't even look me in the eye and have a decent conversation for 5-15 minutes.
Men who stole my code and projects are millionaires while I'm forced to pay my bills forever and ever, never stops.
See something bad? Do all you can to stop it!!
"The Story of Bella" is a real-life story where Bella went from working on Wall Street and BigTech to Real Street supporting real world and better world missions.
If you are thinking, I'm rich, famous... nope... Why not?!?
I can't SUCK my way up like SUCKERS do, calling it a success and corrupting the world with FAKE speeches and actions.
I LOVE and LIVE "BEING ME".
REAL SUCCESS is FREEDOM and PEACE.
FREEDOM to be who we are as a HUMAN, doing what we love with no regrets.
LIVE BOLD. LIVE PROUD. LIVE FREE!!
Women don't have rights to our body, can't be a president, can't build smart startups...
What can we do? Be a nobody for life living under the shadows of men?
If women as me can't do what men in business can,
Try building a better world where dreams are not shattered --
What if we can't settle for "dust"?
Fight like a mad scientist for life?
What if we live by "What'd Science or God do?
What if we can't sneak our way up, marry a rich man?
Are we doomed?
I can't RIP if I don't do what I'm built to do.
Integrity matters!!
How many can live and die for principles?
~ Count me in ~
I got nothing, not even a cat, minimalist with a motorcycle
(often broken, fix and fix. Why? That's what happens to single women in men's world,
sleepless soul with a clean life and big bold dreams that never dies.
Hate to be limited by the norms of the world.
!! Life and Pain of 90% !!
I wasn't born dirt poor, fortunate than most.
My parents sent me to the best school hoping I'd break the barriers.
Yet, my dreams are like stars, million miles away.
I have been chasing them for decades hustling.
I did everything more than right.
Still, nowhere even after 4+ decades on this planet.
I feel the pain of others because I know how it feels trying and trying for something above and beyond us.
Yet can't give up!!
If you are a good person who can help me build a better world, contact me.
Bella is a global citizen, born Indian, raised British (School), and an American by choice. Bella lived and worked everywhere before settling in California.
Bella is from a family of business, engineers, doctors, leaders who ran the cities and villages, law makers.
The family lost their wealth to Britishers over generation like so many Indians, but the grit and pride of leaders still runs deep and strong.
Live and die for what matters the most to humanity.
Bella wrote her first code at the age of 10 and grew up wanting to be like the BigTech men, do what Elon Musk does and more. The REAL Question is, Can I? Why not?
Bella helped her family's microfinance business as a teenager.
After graduation as an engineer, Bella chose to work on Wall Street because the world is not built for a 20+ year old woman entrepreneur.
"Is it built for ME now?
HELL NO... WHY?!?
"Born to build, not sweat for others for life. If we are not privileged, hustle through humble beginnings forever? Die trying?"
Bella worked as a software engineer and management consultant for almost top 20 firms of Wall Street, Silicon Valley, and the Government (Microsoft, HP, Barclays, Citi, Bank of New York, New York Mercantile Exchange, Bloomberg, KPMG, Mckinsey & Company, Pfizer, Chevron, Verizon, State of NY, IL, PA, IA, WA, CT and more).
"I worked for all these firms hoping I'd fit in somewhere, nope, didn't happen and I chose to be a consultant. Almost all of them made me miserable, took my life away in pieces."
Bella chose to work on complex projects because it gave her the freedom to do what she loves to do. Her motto is "Live free, work free, ride free, die free."
Bella was known as coding machine, walking dictionary, super woman, and more.
Bella inspired the next generation of family and friends, almost everyone after Bella is an engineer or a doctor, 50+ engineers and few doctors near and dear.
It's a curse to be the best, often used and disappointed, forced to abandon them too for peace and meanigful life.
Bella went to Harvard, MIT, and Caltech to start a fintech but after a few disturbing incidents at MIT and Caltech, Bella chose to work on better world projects.
Bella founded multiple better world startups thinking the world needs more than fintech, good companies to build, support, and empower people.
Bella has been a misfit all her life, from nerdy geek to "Cool" Forrest Gump on the ride (me and my motorcycle).
Bella started Good America during 2016 election to bridge the gaps of divided America. LORD HELP US!!!
Frustrated by the universal education system for all, regardless of talent, Bella started the Prodigy Network, says,
"I know the pain of "gifted minds" who are mostly misfits with no friends, no life, nothing but a beautiful mind that never stops.
Save them before they are lost forever." The saddest thing in life is wasted talent and the never-ending fight for recognition.
Find the "real ones" and build them up for better. Don't let another mad scientist die as an underdog.
Bella hosts "STEM with Bella" and "Paint with Bella" for kids when possible at schools, libraries, churches, temples, shelters, parks, festivals, and more.
Tired of being a working woman for life in men's world, Bella started United Union of Women's Workforce to fight for women's rights, equality, equity, and freedom.
Bella is a strong advocate of anti-bullying. Bella was bullied badly as a teenager which lasted well into undergrad.
Riding motorcycles gave her a new identity, from awkward nerdy geek to cool, smart, and strong woman who speaks up for herself and others.
If you can't understand SEXISM, speak to me. My life is a posterchild for how SEXISM burns the good women who can't be fooled and compromised.
I ran and ran away from TOXIC for decades till it made no sense to stick around or run anymore.
Bella's life goal was to disrupt the BigTech — of Big Men's world. Will it ever happen? Can we make history too?
Why can't women build and run one of the top companies? None in history.
Why do we have to be smart, strong, and perfect if we can't do what top men in business do?
Why do we have to be broke and broken chasing our rightful dreams?
Personal? Haa!! "Nothing about me is personal — strictly business and better world."
I live as a nobody so I can see people for who they are with no BS.
I am a minimalist, own nothing, all in business and back to the world, no life, just me and my work. 4+ decades on this earth, no friends, no family, not even a cat or dog.
I work all the time that pays almost nothing (not born with money, can't suck up to money), sleepless soul with a sleepless mind that never stops, chasing my dreams for life. Blessing and a Curse!!
Great minds don't sleep, fueled by the fire of big, bold dreams.
In a world designed for fools, geniuses often perish in the chaos and madness. I want to be SANE in an INSANE world.
~ Better World Bella ~
Living life as a single, strong independent woman - "I am tired of being 'hit on', never stops, 20s to 70s (especially when I don't look my age :)."
I can't choose when there are too many, yet not "the one".
I can't even take an exam unless I get A+, trust my body and life kissing frogs and F*n pigs.
Not a FOOL to follow the crowd.
Bet, even Jesus would have a hard time convincing me. ;)
I choose myself proudly every day, can't let anybody mess it up. Line up for a decade, let's see how it goes. :)
Love isn't forever. It's an illusion, a facade for selfish means and ends. Break the myth!
Love yourself more, don't let others break you, ever.
~ Better World Bella ~
I worked mostly with men in business, tech and finance and all those impossible men have made me who I'm and it terrifies most of them.
Every fight and every struggle got me stronger, defines who I'm today.
Most of the men I knew are used to getting what they want unless they cross my way and stumble miserably with no choice.
Most of them made my life a HELL. I was forced to quit, run and run forever in search of peace, often starting over, living with NOTHING and NOBODY.
I'm UNAPOLOGETICALLY ME because I don't mind losing it all to be who I'm and I got nothing to lose which scares them the most.
Here's a story, I was 10, used to direct better world school plays I was passionate about. My favorite play was about a brave king who fought the British Empire. I couldn't find any strong boys to play the brave king part.
So I played the brave king, not princess, not even Queen, but the brave King. Fast forward, 35+ years later, I still couldn't find my man - smart, strong, and flawless as I'm.
I watched "The Woman King" and I find myself in them. Not everyone is born to follow the crowd and I found peace with myself over the years.
Better to have nobody than toxic lame somebody.
Don't be fooled by my smile or cute face, no escape if you are on the wrong side. I'm way too smart and experienced, can't be trapped.
Don't think about wasting my time and yours. I have lived long enough to know what works, almost nothing works.
Life's not a fairytale. Why waste time and patience? I have ZERO patience for BS. #CelibateForever #MeForever
I often think, can I walk around with a message, "I don't F*.. not another H*... STOP!!"
Even with a name like this, they think I'm just another Ho** because of filthy money. They are of no value to me if you are POS even if king or GOD.
None of my dates lasted more than 5-15 minutes of conversation. I stopped looking after my mid-30s.
I'm not even built for normal life the normal world follows. I don't do it just because the world does it :)
My "perfect partner" is my motorcycle (broken now), always a charm, no disappointments.
Love riding the winding roads to nowhere, somewhere deep in the woods, far and high above sea level free from crowd and chaos.
I don't even have time for my bike these days nor the fake comfort life I used to have working for others.
I have to constantly think about how to get my work working to pay the bills without being sucked into the system that I ran away from, no going back.
I kept running and running away for almost 20 years, searching for better people, better place and better world, only to be disappointed.
Thank GOD I wasn't STUCK in the ROTTEN PIT forever.
Hoping to build a better world so I and other good ones can live in PEACE.
Bella is an advocate of better world issues, education, clean tech, clean life, women's issues, mental health, equality, climate change, anti-bullying,
anti-genocide (YEP, We live in a LIVE genocide world, even after centuries. If you don't belive it, trust me. It's happening LIVE.) and more that breaks the world.
Bella got back at her bullies after a decade who were shocked by her changes. Bella inspires others to stand up for self, always!
Fabulous lone soul in a world of my own. I choose peace over chaos. Nothing is worth more than our peace of mind. I live by what I preach with no compromises.
Vision | Better World for all of us!!
See something bad? Do all you can to stop it!!
Let's build a better world where we matter!!
~ Better World Bella ~